Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Still waiting for you

Thinking back 2 years now I remember crying to my Mom, telling her how terribly sad I was, that I probably would never be called Momma...

We had "trouble" getting pregnant, and then staying pregnant, we got really lucky when we not only got pregnant, stayed pregnant, and had twins!

Reading previous posts, I see myself say how my life is complete and our family is whole now.

This is true and I am over the moon for our family of 4 but, it seems like maybe, just maybe we aren't actually complete or whole.

Because the girls bring so much joy to our lives, we have decided to try again to bring another little love into our lives to make our family "whole".

If this process is anything like it was with the girls, it is going to be a PROCESS, and probably not the most enjoyable process on my end. When we went through infertility the first time, I always told people, "I should write a book!" Well, I don't think a book is going to come of this but, I do think that this little old blog will come in handy.

We go to our fertility specialist on February 9th to discuss what our "plan" will be this time around. Stick around for the journey, if it's anything like last time it will be like a great movie, love, tears, and lots of laughs to get us through it.

Part of the, "you forget so quickly what being pregnant, and having a new baby is like" thing is true. Although, I remember basically everything, and it wasn't really very fun.

It seems that I will do it all over again because I am still waiting for you...





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